saw me coming down the aisle and said said with big smile, "When are you gonna bring that little--! nevermind." she suddenly remembered.
I was happy.
Someone remembers Charlotte, and misses her!!!
That is what bothered me a lot in the beginning. I was upset that her presence would be forgotten- all evidence of her existence is disappearing as I loose all the baby fat. Soon there'll be no evidence she was ever here.
I hate that.
But today, a lady who'd seen me every week of my pregnancy, and joined in with the anticipation of the baby- missed her, and said so out loud.
I wanted to say her name, because I don't get to say it EVER. So I was driving along and I shouted "Charlotte!!!!" as loud as I could.

and cried. felt good.